January 15, 2013
Far Far Away and Right Here

We all dream of leaving. Most of us tend to think if we lived in an exotic place, overseas, our storybook existence would be come a walking reality where woodland creatures really do sing and no one ever has to go to do real work. I will never put a halt in my plans of owning a art cafe in Maui, or stop scribbling the blueprints for my tree house in Costa Rica or saving for my trek through India. However, sometimes I start to drown in the depths of wanderlust and need to come up for fresh air. Once I surface, thoughts of elsewhere drip from my ears and I wipe the salty daydreams from my eyes, I notice that it is not all so bad here.

I get up extra early, because that part of the day when it is still not quite light is the most exciting and full of unknown and smells like vacation. After a good surf at the spot I know and love, I walk to my dear friends house for breakfast. Buttoning up my brightest Hawaiian shirt and cut off Levi shorts, I grab a disposable camera and ride my bike along the strand, stopping to buy churros or cruse through a farmers market and run into an old friend that invites me to join him in his evening adventures. I can let the whole day become invented and paint it as wildly as the watercolor in my fictional future. I think that some people dream of living here too.

March 3, 2012
It is wonderful to be home. Staycation some people call it. A road trip home, showing my San Diego friends the great South Bay tour, visiting dear old friends and hanging with my family (like my lovely sister pictured here). I can feel myself spreading out: I am not longer just from L.A. I am also not just from San Diego. Neither do I think my roots will stop there. I can feel life shifting, growing and extending. My flowers here are drying out, creating new seeds, almost ready to fly to someplace new. For now it is good to be home, in anticipation of the wind coming to carry me away. 

It is wonderful to be home. Staycation some people call it. A road trip home, showing my San Diego friends the great South Bay tour, visiting dear old friends and hanging with my family (like my lovely sister pictured here). I can feel myself spreading out: I am not longer just from L.A. I am also not just from San Diego. Neither do I think my roots will stop there. I can feel life shifting, growing and extending. My flowers here are drying out, creating new seeds, almost ready to fly to someplace new. For now it is good to be home, in anticipation of the wind coming to carry me away.